i feel deceived. ficky's reason of breaking up with me was absolutely cliche!! SHIT!!!!!! And right now, i dont think i'll even answer his call. cant believe i just realize it, when this morning i still sms him and told him that i miss him. hollyCRAP!!!

until now, i still dont know what i'm gonna do next. i hate these kind of feelings. it's a total shit! and like he really do cares for me??!!!!!!!

ARRRRGGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!